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Red Tears (Sonnet version)Staring at the wound, drops of blood stream down.
Appalled at myself, why’d I let it slip?
This is all because of that one breakdown.
I was pale as I watched the Red Tears drip.
The comfort of the pain, shock at the fact
I can feel again. I’m afraid again.
My mind’s sanity has just now cracked.
My life’s end has now been written in pen.
This monster inside me has broken free.
I scream out in the silence for help,
It comes out as a whisper that barely
Breathes. No one can hear this lonely yelp.
I can not save myself in either life --
My reality and dreams filled with strife.
Until the DayI'm sitting here, wallowing in my own self-pity,
waiting for my lifeless soul to reawaken once more, just once.
I will forever wait for some recognition, for someone somewhere to take pride and accept my work, what I've done, and who I am.
Maybe, someday, I'll be able to tell you of something great that I did,
but for now I'll just try to be silent and only be seen when it's okay.
Other than that, expect me to be the relentless shadow that will be forever connected to you,
hoping for that one day where I can make you happy to be my friend.
I don't know what made you choose to try to edge your way into this dreadful life of mine,
for all you know, I am nothing like who I am on the surface.
Still, you are there every day, knocking on my door,
and yet I still refuse to let you pass the threshold.
I don't want to take you down with me, but I guess that's the road that you are willing to take.
If you're that willing to be dragged down into nothingness then be my guest,
I'll be there with th
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